The Dirt (2019)

Anthony Marble: Paramedic #2

Quotes 

• [Paramedics rush a lifeless Nikki to the hospital] 

  Paramedic #1 : I can't bring him back, man.

  [Paramedic #2 detects no pulse on Nikki] 

  Paramedic #2 : Fuck. Fuck! All right. Time of death...

  Paramedic #1 : Nah, nah, nah. This is Nikki Fucking Sixx, man. He's not about to die in my ambulance!

  [Paramedic #1 shoves an adrenaline syringe through Nikki's chest] 

  Paramedic #1 : Come on.

  Paramedic #2 : [checking pulse]  I've got nothing.

  Paramedic #1 : Come on. Fuck!

  [Paramedic #1 grabs another adrenaline syringe and shoves it through Nikki's chest. Nikki suddenly gets up and gasps. He notices the syringes on his chest and looks at Paramedic #1] 

  Nikki Sixx : Ow!

  Paramedic #1 : Yo!

  [the Paramedics high-five each other] 

  Paramedic #2 : All right!

  Nikki Sixx : [narration]  I've finally hit rock bottom. I'm done with drugs. I'm done with being unhappy, and I'm done with letting everyone down.

  [Nikki returns home and records a new message on his answering machine] 

  Nikki Sixx : Hey, it's Nikki. I'm not home... 'cause I'm dead.

  Nikki Sixx : [narration]  I couldn't face that I was one of the luckiest guys on the planet. I had so many reasons to live. I don't need the drugs. Fuck the drugs.

  [Nikki locks himself in his closet] 

  Nikki Sixx : [narration]  It's time to get clean. That's what I told myself... right before I shot up again.

  [Nikki wakes up with a syringe on his left arm. He gets up and looks at himself in the mirror before removing the syringe] 

  Nikki Sixx : [narration]  This was rock bottom.