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8/10
A fantastical triptych that brings us closer to Bosch's twisted imagery.
ArmsofGregory66610 May 2022
When you look closely at Hieronymus Bosch's works, you'll see a slew of tiny, tucked-away micro-portraits. Religious allusions, eroticized violence, and references to heaven and hell are only some of the elements that made Bosch's art such a bizarre tapestry of sin and transcendence.

Why, you might wonder, am I referring to a 16th-century Dutch artist in the context of a film review? The explanation is simple: 'Nobody Loves You and You Don't Deserve to Exist' is a complicated code of enigmatic imagery that illuminates a link between conservative Britain and the late-medieval currents of heaven and hell.

This bold assertion is reinforced from the outset by a horrific, yet elegantly delicate medieval composition that walks us as the spectator through each micro-portrait of Bosch's "The Garden of Earthly Delights." The storyline of this film is found in the geography of medieval music. Given the prevalence of travel, pilgrimage, exile, peregrinations, and the like throughout this time, "Jack," the working-class jester disturbed by the mind of a tortured saint, is no exception. In a similar vein to Barry Unsworth or Emilio de' Cavalieri's works, the reader is immersed in the life of an outsider, in this case a whole gallery of classic medieval archetypes and relative outsiders in their own right, as they are only revealed to the audience in theatre-like extensive monologues delivered to them directly in a genius blend of performance and interview, I found myself constantly asking who is the interviewer? But, that question is not something that requires a definitive answer.

Information is pieced together through the murmurs of women, most of whom appear to have little moral culpability for Jack, except for the closing speech, which connects with the remorse we feel after the fact, when it's too late to alter anything. This is further kept together by a god-like narrator recounting to us Jack's wonders and woes, along with fantastic gothic imagery scattered with brutalist and increasingly modernist architecture, which appears to move away from purity as the tale proceeds.

To expand on this final point, I take away from this film the harmful and immoral stupidity that has steadily engulfed the now-isolated former United Kingdom. Brett Gregory, the director/writer, also thoughtfully and efficiently adapts each chaotic pane of Bosch's painting into its own narrative act, a challenging feat to do but one that rarely failed to astound me.

In short summary, excellent writing and a fresh plot, with some wonderful characters and a vivid direction, respectfully paying due to the world of art and literature alike.
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8/10
Potentially one of the next great "art film" puzzles of the 21st century
hannaholiviajoneshj10 May 2022
This is a difficult film to examine since it appears to defy interpretation, and even on interpretation I feel as though there is a little something for everybody to take away from this unique indie arthouse attack.

The entire sensation is channelled through a fascinating collection of pieces to camera, ranging from the painfully poignant Reuben Clarke recounting his abuse to Wendy Patterson's frustratingly soul-crushing authority, who is a perfect portrayal of the robotic kafka-esque bureaucrats who care not for creativity and freedom.

One of the few films that genuinely achieves the dreamy feeling that many claim to have. The slowness of the introduction, the bridging of the narrative as it fades in and out, and the impression the camera provides us as the viewer's eyes, with no control over where you're going all set the setting for a mesmerizingly bizarre experience that can only be compared to a dream. Similarly, dreams may be interpreted in a variety of ways.

I'd recommend giving this a watch if you are able to find it outside of Manchester.
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7/10
Imagine 'Naked', but if David Lynch directed it.
DOMANUTD1978 May 2022
Rare, to find a film like this that is so nauseatingly intrusive on how we currently behave and live, under a fallen empire, sank by avarice and false nationalism.

It's clear to see this was done on a small budget, which admittedly took me time to adjust to and actively engage with the genius monologue driven writing that is on show, reminiscent of the agonising theatre of cruelty or Dreyer's 'Ordet'

I would of liked to have experienced more of the child actor, witnessed more of the narrative from his perspective I think would of shinned a more empathetic light on this piece. However, the monologue delivered by this child star is something I can't recall having been achieved at this level.

I may do an extended review in the future, but I can only recommend this unique indie film to all aspiring and currently struggling academics and filmmakers.

  • DO.
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6/10
It is so passionate and intelligent at the same time that it can be traced back to Joyce, Picasso, Berg, Bartók, and Stravinsky.
benotdufort912 May 2022
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A lyrical and poignant film about life's misery and people's reluctance towards compassion. In this tragedy, I find it difficult to imagine the protagonist of Jack as "happy" in his own Sisyphean struggle to avoid mankind.

This is a narrative drenched in Camus philosophy and dried in the rays of Joyce and Nietzsche. When French writer Albert Camus approaches this "proletarian of the gods," he concentrates on his bright decline, arguing that Sisyphus is happy because of, not despite, his continuous toil. Instead of focusing on Sisyphus during his joyous decline, this investigation concentrates on his ascent's excessive repetition.

Sisyphus is a man who has been punished by the gods of Mount Olympus by pushing a boulder up a hill, only to have it tumble back to the bottom every time he reaches the top.

Nobody Loves You's Jack is a man who has been punished by his own creator, peers, and eventually himself, but I think there is a message in this deeply layered piece that resonates well with the aftermath of the pandemic and conservative control in the UK; the under-classes Sisyphean punishment by their conservative masters.

But, perhaps more fascinating, was Jack a vitalist, life-loving hero like Sisyphus doomed for his sin? As much as we lament his plight, Jack is not a hero; rather, he epitomizes human folly.

Throughout his life, Jack tries to make sense of the senseless world around him. This, I believe, is the core arc of this narrative that Jack cannot accept, so he seeks religion (which is symbolised by the burning of a bible and a mad prophet) or he seeks transcendence in his own philosophies, as in the film's climax, he takes his own climb with his boulder replaced with just a suitcase and his grief replaced with an Olympian symbol. A shooting star was thought to be a portent of a falling human spirit in ancient Greece. What I found brilliant about this finale was the use of a jet fighter to symbolize this symbolic dual-anti message, thereby revealing a whole new level of meaning.

This additional take on the film as a probable anxiety-fueled anti-war criticism of the fascist ideologies sweeping Britain, Brecht or Brett, both seem to me to be the same.

A magnificent, multi-layered creation. Thank you to one of the producers for providing me with a private link.
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10/10
An underground gem about to take the North West
darkviper-1154520 January 2022
Manchester to a T. After attending the private screening on the 15th I was mind blown by what I saw.

The child actor Reuben was phenomenal in the role of 'Young Jack' and stood out as a performance that I haven't seen before from a child actor.

I cannot wait for this to be released.
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6/10
A serious meditation on the UK's destruction.
ThedorLake689 May 2022
In the last 24 months, we have all lived through a once-in-a-generation crisis and none more have gone into a complete social breakdown as the once great United Kingdom.

Upper-class, privately educated, (primarily) urban elites who pursue higher education at chosen colleges in Britain benefit disproportionately. Downward mobility and rising wealth disparity are becoming more prevalent in UK society.

In Nobody Loves You, we are invited into the realm of "Jack" a working-class ex-english teacher who has a life of biblically styled suffering. Suffering comes in many forms. Various Christians face "many difficulties"-mental, physical, emotional, or spiritual.

Jack's journey through life is one of great pain, hardship and resentment from all those who surrounded his life from birth to transcendence. His "Mancave Cathedral" reminiscent of Jonah, trapped in the bowels of a whale and his final crawl into the monument of his mothers womb, like a modern day 'Road to Damascus'

An image of a decaying Britain that has lost it's former Christian values and morality to Capitalist ideals and the oblivion of greed itself.

A Valliant effort from Director Brett Gregory, but I do think that there is enough thematic content here for multiple films, and thus loses some of its narrative rigor as it plays out in one.
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10/10
Dark Mancunian poetry
haysusmog20 January 2022
This is a mysterious, monologue-fuelled masterpiece filmed on a shoestring in the heart of gritty Manchester and beyond. Great writing, visuals, direction and performances, all round.
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10/10
Manchester's Finest - Serious Feather is one to watch!
melanierobinson-2190421 January 2022
WOW - the hours, days and years that have gone into this film totally transparent, it captures the hearts of true Manchester as Jack embarks on a downward spiral in his life. The writing and crafting of the film is stunning in everyway. The acting is Phenomenal too!

This production company and cast are ones to watch for sure!!
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10/10
Breathtaking, intelligent, innovative
gilberttime31 January 2022
A local production with a lot of heart and soul put into it. Some wonderful performances and stellar direction. I would recommend this movie to everyone!
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10/10
Gripping from the get go
thomasyoung-2151329 January 2022
A gripping look into the psyche of a man who hasn't seemed to have a good day in his life, using a multitude of ways to tell the story you never know what's coming next. Going from moments of intense storytelling broken up with sprinklings of dark humour which leaves you wanting to laugh but you almost can't tell if you are aloud. The way the movie plays on the emotion of the viewer to make them feel almost a part of the film.

A great movie for a real movie fan.
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10/10
Like No Other
katiesprings8 February 2022
On the 15th of January I was surprised to find myself, crying and laughing at this wonderfully gothic and twisted Mancunian masterpiece.

The film is a celebration of indie filmmaking and I think it should be seen around the globe!
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10/10
Manchester finally has a feature film!
ChrisG177731 January 2022
Simply put, this is one the greatest British films of the 21st century.

I went into the screen having no clue what to expect, only the presumption from the title that it covered intense subject matter. That being said though, the film was littered with bits of black comedy that roll of the tongue so easily and comfortably as the characters deliver their pieces to camera, whilst also maintaining the emotional connection with the audience sat watching in the theatre. It is the war within Jack and by extension, within the minds of many embittered, working class young men left behind in Thatcher's England that Brett's film most strikingly portrays.

To believe this was something created on my doorstep, on a small budget, is as mind-blowing as it is inspiring. This is more than a film, it's an emotional hand that grips you by the throat as you can't for one second keep your eyes away.
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10/10
People need to see this!
Rtill-397498 February 2022
It's rare that a truthful, hard-hitting, philosophical film comes along and actually manages to blow you away.

They say you can make up for money with time, and after six years of production, this film doesn't mask it's micro-budget but uses it as a badge of honour; how did they manage to pull this off?
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10/10
A real experience told in a new way
lucyp-661188 May 2022
As someone who has deep experiences linked to childhood trauma (too long for a review) and as a current mental health worker, the screening I saw at The Carlton Club was the only film I've watchedd explore these topics so openly and honestly.

10/10 for making me shed a few tears.
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8/10
Comes as close as cinema can to poetry.
Shawnanc11 March 2022
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Full of haunting imagery plucked from the realm of misery untold. 'Nobody Loves You and You Don't Deserve to Exist' is much more than a sumptuous visual experience. It is additionally a remarkably startling tale of disintegration and purgatorial breakdown.

"My grief is my grief, I know that now" This line at the film's climax is hypnotic and potent. It resonates ever more strongly as time passes. To an audience member, I'd say I am utterly shocked this dream team haven't graced our screens with more cinematic poetry.
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10/10
Are we who we say we are, or are we how others say we are?
rocecod4 March 2022
One interpretation of this film's narrative subtext is that it is about the burdens of representation and personae.

Are we who we say we are, or are we how others say we are?

The male protagonist in 'Nobody Loves You and You Don't Deserve to Exist' reflects upon his life - or lives - as a boy, as a young man and in middle age, as well as upon the jury of matriarchs he has encountered throughout, in the vague hope of locating something in common, something secure and understandable to help him escape his current Asterionian trauma and psychosis.

Unfortunately however he soon realises that the many masks he has worn and removed over his time to help satisfy the demands and desires of his primarily female audience, have left him with deep existentialist scars that, ironically, can only be bandaged and concealed by wearing yet another mask: that of 'The Victim'.

And if onlookers deem this repetitive ritual to be merely masochistic shadowplay, an Absurd variety act in a theatre of patriarchal nothingness to while away the remaining hours, then why do each of us always begin to weep just as the final curtain is about to fall?
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8/10
Beautiful and symbolic lyrical movie with a beautiful music
Like our own movie About Some Senseless Happening, I think if this movie had been made in the 1970s or earlier, it would have been banned and lost for decades without any cinema buff knowing where it went. The fable-like experimentalism of Mirage and the unvarnished, synthetically realist documentary are the only two elements that distinguish this as a standout because they dissect what makes anything meaningful and the conventions we are used to in contemporary storytelling and the narrative.

With static images emulating interviews with women from the protagonists' former lives and various straight long speeches to the camera, we follow all of the film's characters in a fashion that many would describe as barely "cinematic." All this is linked to the tale-like qualities noted earlier, with a scene reminiscent of the fable and the calming and omnipotent narrator acting as liberating and reflection points for the curiosity as a whole. It seems that there are many speakers talking to camera about speech.

However, I believe it is a reductive and unreasonable standard to use in this particular instance. What "Nobody Loves You and You Don't Deserve to Exist" gets right are its universal truths about family, society, art, and purpose. People in this story are paradoxical in that they can both hurt and help those around them, demonstrating the sick and twisted nature that this lack of personal purpose in favour of sins brings onto those around them.

When we look at you in reflection? Is it the version of ourselves we want to see, or do we feel like we want to see it?
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10/10
Everybody loves this film and it deserves to exist
bennhamman20 January 2023
I was lucky enough to see this film at a screening in Leigh this evening.

From the taglines and reviews I went in expecting to be crying by the 30 minute mark.

Instead I was taken through a myriad of very real emotions coming from people that I'd known, knew and was going to get to know in my time living in Manchester.

This reality of everything kept the tears at bay, you don't cry when you're being told a story by someone you know.

I've heard mentioned that this may be the first in a succession of British post-brexit, austerity and COVID films that seek to resonate with and amplify the feelings of a society that's been fractured and is starting to heal.

I really, really hope that's the case.
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9/10
Navigating the garden of Earthly delights in the modern day
MichaelKamalEzzat15 May 2022
Very few are the films in which the narrative successfully channelled my inner rage towards some aspects of our society.

I'm not an Englishman. However, I was able to relate to the protagonist's rant throughout the film whether it was through young Jack who was brought to the screen through quite an absolutely fantastic performance by young man Reuben or whether it was through a slightly older Jack who goes on with another scorching monologue until we finally see the final rage-fuelled rant by old Jack whose performance was gut wrenchinly masterful.

It's an honest movie. Gritty and bleak just like the environment it captures within its beautiful frames. Reminding me of the works of Ken Loach and Lynne Ramsay who were able to capture the lives of the English underdogs who are now joined by the newly coming people from the nearly extinct middle class.

The script was outstanding and what made it stand out was the masterful performances that were able to carry those ranting monologues into the screen smoothly. Such a smart and relatable script that reminded me of the movie NAKED in a way.

I loved the extreme attention to the smallest visual details, the music, the production design.. everything was put in the right place to make a solid film that captures a crumbling society in the times of a pandemic that was able to expose the failure of the governments all over the world and show the world the aftermath of a society drowning in the late capitalism.
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10/10
A macabre hope is found in the ashes of grief
amy_louise-6779215 May 2022
I was invited to the Moston Small Cinema and from the hard-hitting, graphic title I didn't quite know what to expect.

Firstly, I will say that for something of such deep, impactful and esoteric subject matter to be produced in Greater Manchester seemed on the surface IMPOSSIBLE, but I think an uplifting take-a-away is the soul fuelled fire and passion that rises, like a grey phoenix from the ashes of pain and loss.

From filmmaker to hairdresser, there is great hope to recover and develop through film, which is something I now see for its artistic quality.

Great job to the filmmakers behind this.
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8/10
A gritty look at greater manchester life
farnellian17 May 2022
This film ticks so many boxes as an Independent film set in 90's to early 00's manchester. It hits some hard hitting subjects and depicts life at that time for so many in Manchester down to a T.

As some one who grew up in Manchester around this time I can really relate themes in this film. This is greatly offset by the quality of the acting from all the characters and the general flow of film and its themes. This is coupled with an overall great production and quality the film that sets it above most Independent films.

This is a great film that covers some tough content but really showcases the quality of Independent film making in Manchester. A must watch.
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9/10
Deep
bigchefal2 March 2022
You will be drawn into a life you wouldn't want to live. No special effects, no car chases, but a script and performances that will make you appreciate your life a little more. Can't recommend enough... Unless it's date night... Maybe something else there....
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9/10
The leftovers of the former United Kingdom are fighting to retain their sprits.
kesosiBS473831 May 2022
Like receiving a forbidden culture text during the Nazi regime or a bottle of booze during the American bootlegging, I believe I have somehow stumbled upon the first in the new English Black Wave of 'illegal' film and I couldn't be happier!

When I say Black Wave, I mean the Yugoslav Black Wave cinema of the 1960s and 1970s, which is notable for its social and political commitment, non-traditional creativity, and bravery.

Nobody Loves You and You Don't Deserve to Exist' (amazing title) stands tall against its own country, using the resources these filmmakers could scrape together to create a truly unique, heartbreaking, beautiful, and tragic piece of modern cinematic art that reminded me mostly of Serbia's own Dusan Makavejev & Zelimir Zilnik.

Greek tragedy, black comedy, working-class aggressiveness, political revolt, and even analogies to Bosch, Bronte, and the lonely figure found in Russian and Baltic literature, its all there!

It showed me a side of Britain that we don't see in mainstream movie, or even most cinema for that matter. The underlying sickness is the rot that is poverty itself, which will eat away at everything culture, intelligence, and spirit until you are like a man without a soul.

If I'm honest, there's just so much to say about this film. So much life has been poured inside it, and as I reflection on what I've seen, remembering my family's Yugoslavian history packed with exile, conflict, and poverty, this film actually make me cry.

To the filmmakers responsible for this. Please Continue to share your views and ideas with the world. We require it today more than ever before.
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10/10
Art from the North
jay_king972 March 2022
These thought-provoking series of monologues makes us think about true, relatable struggle of every day people using dark humour and the power of story telling.

Prepare for the trip, visually and mentally, as it does not take much to give you a chance to reflect and all inspired by the heart and soul of Mancunian talent.

Definitely worth seeing!
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10/10
Gritty, real and down to earth
mikedaman-964133 March 2022
A great film showing the progression of a troubled man from childhood to adulthood! My favourite of these characters was young adult Jack played by James Ward who made the character very relatable. I urge you to watch it.
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